Tuesday, July 26, 2005

back in the saddle again

thats what i said. but, this time, no capitol letters. i get pissed always having to backspace to use them so why fret. my radio show went well, its over now and i am in post collegent depression. just for a few simple reasons. not doing anything is not one of them because i really havent done much since the classes of '05 adjourned until our one year. 1) i miss hanging out with the love of my life. since she is a year younger i am left to do anything but p funk it, but i dont want to. i want those lazy hazy kiss cover days back with a vengence. 2) sometime soon i will have to get a real job or back to grad school. yet, i dont know what to do for that. i would like to go to law school, but sometimes i feel like i am basically illiterate. that was an obvious personnel knock to my self esteem. level are looking low these days. could be because of possible yeast infection, no boys not one of those ones. instead one that effects the shitter and makes you feel like a lump of coal on xmass morning (whatever that means). it is an allergic reaction to yeast in breads and other such grains. makes it difficult for a vegetarian pussy like myself to get any neutrients, not that they are neutral or anything. so i shall take the lsats. i dont want to be no good for nothing two bit white ass lawyer like me grandpoppy, however. i want to save the world like Gandhi did. that would be the way to go. none of this self serving proselytizing agenda that the Barnes firm has going for it.
3) lacrosse is not one of them. but, i would love to start riding a road bike. pushing myself in the athletic arena with no one pushing it for me. i want to both be smart, well confident is a better word here, and athletically challenged. instead of asslete i am currently. thats all for now.

1 comment:

Laura Beck said...

Isn't it awesome to look back and see where your mind was at so long ago, and what has changed and not changed since then?
Love to you Nater.